Pent up emotions

At some point in my life I felt like I'm a failure. I'm too weak. I'm just a burden. I'm useless. And at those time I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I'm sad. I'm mad. I want to let it all out but I can't. I even can't shed the tears that desperately need to be spilled.

Why people do this to me? Like I'm some kind of toys or something. They play me around just to toss me to dirt. Didn't they have a heart? Have it crossed their mind that I just a girl like any other girls who don't deserved any kind of mistreatment?

I have feeling like everybody else. I have anger. I'm just a normal human being. Shouldn't be I treat like any normal person? I'm not a  rock that you can throw around and still be as hard as new. I'm not a toy to play around.

I have my limit. There're some barriers that not allowed to be step over. You should've known better than that